You think my 17 y.o bf can forgive me for what i did? Im 13. And is it normal for my hormones to go this far?

oh my gawd. you're so young! I don't blame you, even though im 14 and a virgin i still have really bad thoughts and if tht actually happened to me i would have probably done the same thing as you. All i can say is, learn from your mistake and make sure it never happens again. i'm sorry this happened to you, and keep your chin up and never lose your sense of who you are, even wat other ppl say. i wish u the best